I always wanted a baby girl till i got pregnant, now i'm wishing its a boy?

is it bad to feel this way. i just feel that females go through so much pain through life with periods, pregnancy, child birth, menopause and the social injustice against women. i never thought of these things before. am i being unreasonable. i know i'll love the baby girl all the same if i have one but just hoping its a baby boy. i'll probably find out in 3 weeks.