Am i the only one who feels the end near?

its sort of a weird feeling. like when you throw something in the air and you expect and can feel it coming down towards the earth. i can feel it. as if time is cutting short and i can not see past 2015 or above. like something major will happen. i feel as if everyone is beginning to know about the antichrist and so on. i feel slowly fading away as if im not apart of the earth anymore and like im dreaming. like i have entered a new me. it has happend since my mom became religious and has taught us her new way of living. we are all religious now but we do not attend church for peronal reasons. instead we study at home. am i the only who feels this way ? please tell me im not